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English: Well, I think everybody knows this: Panic At The Disco has suffered a partial break up. Ryan Ross and Jon Walker leave the band to start a new project. The excuse? They had all different music tastes and (I suposse) that it was a real big problem when you're trying to make a new album, because it means you have to take everyone's bit and mix all together to make something that everybody likes, and the product isn't always good. So, before anyone starts to say hateful comments, I don't blame anyone for this, and I totally support them. If they need their space to make music, that's great, they deserve it. It's not the end of the world, for god's sakes. I'm not saying is easy to deal with it, but... you know, you can get over it or not, but you don't have to blame anyone for this. As a fan, I had my drama-attack this noon with Dani's sms and I had my time to cry and being confused... but, come on, life goes on. They're the most talented people I've ever seen in my life and I know they'll reach to the stars if they want to, together or separated, I still love them four, and the old band will always be in my heart and everywhere. I've written a letter, I would love them to read it but I don't know where to send it. I'm gonna put it here in this entry so... if you can help, please, do it. I'll be eternally grateful with you.

Español: Bien, sé que todo el mundo ya lo sabe: Panic At The Disco sufieron a partial rupture. Ryan Ross and Jon Walker left the band to start a new project. "The excuse? According to all musical tastes are extremely different and I guess that's a big problem when writing and create a new album because that means taking a little taste of each and mix to get something that everyone likes, and the result is not always good. So before starting with the hateful comments I have to say I do not blame anyone for this, and I fully support his decision. If you need your space to make music in peace, as great, they deserve it. Not the end of the world, by god. I'm not saying this is something easy to face, but ... pwadis be right or wrong with this but that's not right ELECTED looking for a culprit to all. As a fan, if I had my attack of drama at noon with the text message sent to me, Dani and I had my time to whine and confused and emotional distress ... but, hey, life must go on. They are the most talented guys I've seen and heard in my life and I know that llegarána the stars if you like, together or separately, even love those four, and the old gang will always be in my corazóny everywhere. I wrote a letter, and I would like four of them could read it but I really do not know where to send it. I'll include it in this entry   although it is completely in English because I'm not with the energy to translate it, so ... if you can help, please, I'd love you to. I am eternally grateful to you if you do!

Caracas, Venezuela

^th July 6, 2009.

Dear Panic At The Disco :

rich started to put your videos. I remember I watched

Zodiarama (an old MTV program Eichmann That astral facts of artist and Some of Their story) and They did it with Ryan. I never searched for it and I will not ever know if my memory isn't working alright, But I Could Swear That They Show this Ryan's quote: "I'm Just Trying to Be Myself, Even if I'm famous, I just want to keep my feet on the ground. I still do not know if I'm dreaming or is this real, if I'm dreaming But I'm sure I'll fight to never wake up "or Something Like That. I still do not know if I really Said it but I'm sure as hell I fell in love with it, and as it say it, CHTThat delicious cello pecially Almost ending Build God Then We'll Talk . Maybe a lot of people your music Had not Said That "good content" but i have to say I loved it all with my little heart. I started to put That Same irony under my tongue. I loved to use it, Because I Was Tired Of All Those People Who Want to Take Advantage of me and make me feel miserable (yeah, I Suffered bullying and social rejection). If you want me to be true, believe me when I say I could not get over it without you, Seriously.

In 2007 I saw your image change, and it WAS like the first test to Prove If I was in love with Panic's music or just with your style circus. It Was hard at the Because There Are Not Any comparison point! The title Said it all, "pretty odd" would be the best tag to put on it.

But, digging deep, I ask myself: how did

Pretty.Odd.

change my life? Maybe this is the Deepest change I've ever Suffer. At first Heard this record sounds Simpler Than your first one, But that's wrong. As the title, this album has ^{odd lyrics hard to decode, and I tried my best But I Just Got Some sketches, never concrete answers. I let my soul fly with} From A Mountain In The Middle Of The Cabins 'whistle melody, with me let you reinvent Mad As Rabbits' craziness, made me try to dancelike a stupid country with Folkin 'Around and made me really proud with Northern Downpour (' cause I LOVE YOU \u0026lt;3) I work hard to learn to play your songs on my guitar (I'm really bad playing it so ...) and I Practiced Until I got satisfied with my own sound.

Also, change your own That made me think, surprise! Change is possible! You know, A Few years ago I had a very, very, very low self-esteem, and I Thought That Was My personality, I mean, everywhere I went, everyone will treat me like crap or something, Even When I tried with all Them my ironies to show I did not care, in the Deepest part of me I cared about it and it made me feel down and d... Well, my decision is That I Promised Myself I Would change, and the way I'd use to Get That change WAS writing. I started with short stories about hard topics, like death, guns or drugs; Then I tried with drama and comedy ... it WAS a year ago, and I really think I've changed a lot ... and you know who I Have to say thanks ? I just Have a one-word answer: YOU.

Because this is the point When I realize That what i feel for you isn't just fanaticism, Something is bigger, even "love" is a little too word to describe it. You Have Been my four muses All These time and I Need to feel you everywhere around me, without you my self-esteem Would Be still stuck to thesubsoil… if you haven’t thought about the changes you’ve made in people who loves your music, well, realize it. I’m just one, I bet there are a million else besides me. At noon, a friend sent me a sms asking me if “I knew it.” I never expected to read that you were separating. At first time it was heartbreaking, I felt confused, I looked at all my stuff, my posters, my CDs and DVDs, my Collector’s Box, my sketchbook, my stories, even my cell phone is customized with pictures of you! My ringtone is always one of your songs (the current one is

Nearly Witches

) and it was hard to me… I was hateful until my mom slapped me in the face, well, j; Amp; Jon project will be. "Why Them Could you support? Your favorite band is breaking up and you're happy? "That's What everyone ASKs They see me when I'm not depressed or down, and all I can say is That I Could Love Panic as band, But It Means I Love Every member of the band and I put all my Hopes On those four wonderful guys. If you want me to be true, if you'd Still Be Together I Would Say That You Could Be The Beatles of this century ... and, to me, you are. Old Panic at the Disco will be in my heart, eyes, heart and soul forever. I will smile Every time I see your concerts, listen to your amazing music, draw on my sketchbook and look your faces in all my posters. I think you, the four old members, are really talented and you will reach the start together or separated, because you deserve it! I want to read Brendon’s and Spencer’s lyrics. I want to listen to Ryan’s and Jon’s new stuff. I want you to make the music you really want to make, and the best of this is that I don’t have just one favorite band, now I’ll have two bands to dedicate my life! Maybe the only thing I’ll miss and regret is that I never saw you live… well, I hope someday, when you’ll be both great and successful bands, you look back and… you know, reunion tour is never bad. I really wish I could see you together again&hellvery end is a new beginning.

Yours truly.

- Gaby <3 http://twitter.com/gabtroublemaker

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  PS: If you’re a true PATD current or old member and you read this, please, send it to the others if you want to make this fan even happier. The same if you’re not a member but you know some of their email directions. I just want to show them my love