LXC iRyan <3
PS: WHY HAVEN'T YOU FINISHED 'HISTORIA DE UN SUEÑO'/'TONIGHT, TONIGHT'? ¬¬
PS2: Remember me to force Hater to keep translating 'La única diferencia entre martirio y suicidio... eres tú'.
PS3: Don't feel accomplished. You're always the best no matter what they say.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Bill Of Sale Trailer Texas The bloody end of time
How cool to listen to radio 3 while you upload photos to tuenti
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Club Initiation Ideas Can someone understand me?
nas makes me feel disappointed in some part ... and do not come and tell me I'm exaggerating, first be honest. Not the dream of every doctor to be so good as to receive the Nobel Prize in Medicine? Is not it the dream of every architect to design a building that is perfect in the eyes of everyone? Not the dream of every musician that his lyrics roam the world? Can not get writer's dream to write a book that is worthy of being put in a textbook of Universal Literature? Do not we all become icons that transcend the barriers of life and death? Tell me any ambitious ifin, but do not tell me what you just said is a lie. Now put yourself in my shoes, my god, I feel completely understand the authorship of what I write. If I read these ideas in my head and will be overwritten on the original mine. I do not read fics that are considered great because that would put a limit say "Oh, I'm a shit, no good at writing" (because it does, believe me, especially when walking the most inept and emo-depressive) when I'm reading great works of literature. If I want to feel small type unable to be truly great, people who do not have toconsider as my rival but as my superior indisputable. As Chuck Palahniuk. As Horacio Quiroga. As Ernesto Sabato. Like Alfonsina Storni. I do not want to read fics writers famous for not discover what they like to cybernauts, because that would put a condition, and that would mean doing what others want to read and not what I write.
I know few people who can get to read this
say "God, this is paranoid and believes the desert last pepsi
...", but, hey, sincerense with yourself, Who else I can convince myself that? Nobody is going to dec & iacute; rmelo, I'm used to highlight I have to try to get attention, and I need it alone to feel satisfied with myself, without such external influences. At this time of life we all strive for glory, and that is what I seek, and I need to do it this way. And certainly at this moment I choose heaven or hell, I do not feel in any average (do not know how much I hate to quote Pete Wentz!)
-Hater.
I know few people who can get to read this
say "God, this is paranoid and believes the desert last pepsi
...", but, hey, sincerense with yourself, Who else I can convince myself that? Nobody is going to dec & iacute; rmelo, I'm used to highlight I have to try to get attention, and I need it alone to feel satisfied with myself, without such external influences. At this time of life we all strive for glory, and that is what I seek, and I need to do it this way. And certainly at this moment I choose heaven or hell, I do not feel in any average (do not know how much I hate to quote Pete Wentz!)
-Hater.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Vampire Or Werewolves Names Translate
na more dynamic that exists, but if you know your body well, if not properly control your muscles, if you can not manipulate you completely, your body does not always express what you really want to convey. That
preámublo
as to know what you need to know only one way to express yourself ... but do not just translate well enough to dominate the environment where it is expressed to switch to other means, but very familiar with the expression and know very well the second half to what are you going to change. For example, when you want to make a songfic handle music very well, understand what you want to convey and express the song ó n, feel it in every one of your pores and then write in your language, which must handle fully to express exactly what you perceived to hear the music ... for instance complex.
disaster
When translating from one language to another must handle both languages in order to fully perceive what expresses one and be able to rewrite it in the other.
The bottom line is that I suck in English, so the translation of "The only difference between martyrdom and suicide ... you "is a real mess. No it does the same I said in the English version because I know English and I try to handle it the best possible
preámublo
as to know what you need to know only one way to express yourself ... but do not just translate well enough to dominate the environment where it is expressed to switch to other means, but very familiar with the expression and know very well the second half to what are you going to change. For example, when you want to make a songfic handle music very well, understand what you want to convey and express the song ó n, feel it in every one of your pores and then write in your language, which must handle fully to express exactly what you perceived to hear the music ... for instance complex.
disaster
When translating from one language to another must handle both languages in order to fully perceive what expresses one and be able to rewrite it in the other.
The bottom line is that I suck in English, so the translation of "The only difference between martyrdom and suicide ... you "is a real mess. No it does the same I said in the English version because I know English and I try to handle it the best possible
Friday, June 12, 2009
Ho Trains And Fire Trucks
Wherever she goes and, When She's so depressed she can not talk by herself, I talk about her, I say Everything she wants you to know. I'm Exactly like her, but I'm not her. I Could say I'm her conscience, pero that's wrong, I am Just Who she wanted to be. That I'm the dream will never come true.
She Took My moods, my personality, my way to talk, my way to be ... Into and made me a shape, Gave me a body, Gave me a name. She made real me in front of her eyes. To her, I mean perfection. I'm Just Who She Wants to be. Could she love me and I Could love her, But that's impossible, 'cause She Does not love herself anymore, and I'm like her, but ... Does she want to accept it. She always says I'm her upper Than, buying a sandwich is not true.
Usually, she does not like to hear meThe Most of times, so she Does not talk in the Same tune Than Others, she's always on upper level. She always sounds like yelling and screaming.
She's smart and intelligent, she Makes What Others see hard easy. She Learns and remember everything, and She Does not forget it easily. Sometimes that's good, Sometimes That kinda sucks.
She always want to say something, she loves to talk and Give speeches ... But Sometimes she's very shy.
She's wonderful, she always try to do her best at everything.
And when to this is not enough, I inspire her to drain her anger using me, Then she starts to write about me, and she Reflects in me all her feelings, worries, troubles, anger ... When she writes, she makes me Suffer, she makes me bleed, sh
She Took My moods, my personality, my way to talk, my way to be ... Into and made me a shape, Gave me a body, Gave me a name. She made real me in front of her eyes. To her, I mean perfection. I'm Just Who She Wants to be. Could she love me and I Could love her, But that's impossible, 'cause She Does not love herself anymore, and I'm like her, but ... Does she want to accept it. She always says I'm her upper Than, buying a sandwich is not true.
Usually, she does not like to hear meThe Most of times, so she Does not talk in the Same tune Than Others, she's always on upper level. She always sounds like yelling and screaming.
She's smart and intelligent, she Makes What Others see hard easy. She Learns and remember everything, and She Does not forget it easily. Sometimes that's good, Sometimes That kinda sucks.
She always want to say something, she loves to talk and Give speeches ... But Sometimes she's very shy.
She's wonderful, she always try to do her best at everything.
And when to this is not enough, I inspire her to drain her anger using me, Then she starts to write about me, and she Reflects in me all her feelings, worries, troubles, anger ... When she writes, she makes me Suffer, she makes me bleed, sh
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Radiculopathy Erectile Dysfunction x_troublemaker @ 2009-06-11T13: 16:00
are.
These are days when I feel more and more heavy when the TV wake me, days when things I feel I've done wrong and I messed up were in my mind over and over again cynical and hurtful way, when I feel that anything I say is answered by a shocking cry of any other person, who would be happy locked in my habitacióny not leaving ever, I feel that misanthropy to be the only escape for all who know they hurt me, I feel angry when I feel that nobody listens to me, I do not want to end the day never to repeat the entire next daye. .. Notably
yes, I feel inutilísima now. I feel cheated, stalked, criticized, ridiculed and Laughed. I feel a clown ridicule of those who go to parties for children who just laugh and make fun of Ely will spoil all the tricks and throw all his paintings to jardí n, and if they're thrown into a lake or a pool, depending on the location of the party. I feel now as if I was there, hidden, and plenty of children around me sink my head just trying to drown ... because I know, right? Well, I have a huge terror of suffocation.
& Eacute; These are the times when I wanted to be brave and take a stake and nail to many in the chest, not caring that I qualify for murder or not. Are the moments when frustration prevents me from myself feel inspired to do absolutely nothing that I like, including writing, which would be my more sedentary activity physically speaking.
Y are those moments like I have an intense hatred for myself. These are the pages of my life I would give anything to be able to incinerate and dispose of vacuum, never to think about them.
-Hater.
These are days when I feel more and more heavy when the TV wake me, days when things I feel I've done wrong and I messed up were in my mind over and over again cynical and hurtful way, when I feel that anything I say is answered by a shocking cry of any other person, who would be happy locked in my habitacióny not leaving ever, I feel that misanthropy to be the only escape for all who know they hurt me, I feel angry when I feel that nobody listens to me, I do not want to end the day never to repeat the entire next daye. .. Notably
yes, I feel inutilísima now. I feel cheated, stalked, criticized, ridiculed and Laughed. I feel a clown ridicule of those who go to parties for children who just laugh and make fun of Ely will spoil all the tricks and throw all his paintings to jardí n, and if they're thrown into a lake or a pool, depending on the location of the party. I feel now as if I was there, hidden, and plenty of children around me sink my head just trying to drown ... because I know, right? Well, I have a huge terror of suffocation.
& Eacute; These are the times when I wanted to be brave and take a stake and nail to many in the chest, not caring that I qualify for murder or not. Are the moments when frustration prevents me from myself feel inspired to do absolutely nothing that I like, including writing, which would be my more sedentary activity physically speaking.
Y are those moments like I have an intense hatred for myself. These are the pages of my life I would give anything to be able to incinerate and dispose of vacuum, never to think about them.
-Hater.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
How To Get In To The Cardboard In Poptropica
Well, I'm bored and nothing to do, and I see that I did my posts Lover and Hater , and I miss my divine iRyan to complete my trilogy muses.
iRyan, as I explained in the introduction of Hater, is a creation of hers. Born of an unhealthy obsession with Ryan Ross worthy of a full hosting package the best psychiatric Caracas, but as Hater is a maverick, not just the being of flesh and blood character and everything that characterizes ... I was so obsessed that every story that was credited with a totally different personality from that of both the flesh and blood notifand the same fics. No two characters 'Ryan' equally between the fics posted by Hater are all very different, as if they were independent and not a single person. Like an original character and not a fanfic, to the point of unifying them all and form a single "person" whose presence has been so devastatingly permanent and I consider it as a muse (or muse? ; xD) more.
So, in closing and being more specific answer the question "Who is iRyan?" . He is a metamorphic, capricious, temperamental, ambitious, proud, stubborn, androgynous
iRyan, as I explained in the introduction of Hater, is a creation of hers. Born of an unhealthy obsession with Ryan Ross worthy of a full hosting package the best psychiatric Caracas, but as Hater is a maverick, not just the being of flesh and blood character and everything that characterizes ... I was so obsessed that every story that was credited with a totally different personality from that of both the flesh and blood notifand the same fics. No two characters 'Ryan' equally between the fics posted by Hater are all very different, as if they were independent and not a single person. Like an original character and not a fanfic, to the point of unifying them all and form a single "person" whose presence has been so devastatingly permanent and I consider it as a muse (or muse? ; xD) more.
So, in closing and being more specific answer the question "Who is iRyan?" . He is a metamorphic, capricious, temperamental, ambitious, proud, stubborn, androgynous
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