Club Initiation Ideas Can someone understand me?

nas makes me feel disappointed in some part ... and do not come and tell me I'm exaggerating, first be honest. Not the dream of every doctor to be so good as to receive the Nobel Prize in Medicine? Is not it the dream of every architect to design a building that is perfect in the eyes of everyone? Not the dream of every musician that his lyrics roam the world? Can not get writer's dream to write a book that is worthy of being put in a textbook of Universal Literature? Do not we all become icons that transcend the barriers of life and death? Tell me any ambitious ifin, but do not tell me what you just said is a lie. Now put yourself in my shoes, my god, I feel completely understand the authorship of what I write. If I read these ideas in my head and will be overwritten on the original mine. I do not read fics that are considered great because that would put a limit say "Oh, I'm a shit, no good at writing" (because it does, believe me, especially when walking the most inept and emo-depressive) when I'm reading great works of literature. If I want to feel small type unable to be truly great, people who do not have toconsider as my rival but as my superior indisputable. As Chuck Palahniuk. As Horacio Quiroga. As Ernesto Sabato. Like Alfonsina Storni. I do not want to read fics writers famous for not discover what they like to cybernauts, because that would put a condition, and that would mean doing what others want to read and not what I write.

I know few people who can get to read this
say "God, this is paranoid and believes the desert last pepsi
...", but, hey, sincerense with yourself, Who else I can convince myself that? Nobody is going to dec & iacute; rmelo, I'm used to highlight I have to try to get attention, and I need it alone to feel satisfied with myself, without such external influences. At this time of life we all strive for glory, and that is what I seek, and I need to do it this way. And certainly at this moment I choose heaven or hell, I do not feel in any average (do not know how much I hate to quote Pete Wentz!)
-Hater.